Welcomin 09

Goin back on Wednesday
What? Think I am insane?
Since classes will only start on 5th?

Yeah, I am.. as you think
Reasons? I have a lot here...
But on top of it, it's that,
The meaningless wastage of time here
I couldn't stand for it anymore

My mind, it's like has been shut down for weeks
Need to be reoperated as soon as possible
That it can't and won't happen here at my home
At least I will still go and read in library of my college
Will I? This is still, a question....

But, anyways I just feel that I am done with the days here
Again, meaningless and tasteless
It's time to go back...

So that's it..
I will be in HF420 by Wednesday night
After update of this..
See you soon...

Finally, We all got to meet...

Chong woon...

Chin Yoon.....

Joanne...

Amanda.....

Pei Pei & Shu Huan....

Shu Wen & Aik Kia

Friendship Forever....Miss Ya...

Loke's and ChongSeng's Penang Trip [Not Exactly,it's Nibong Tebal Trip]

It's "Laksa Time"!!

Chong Seng....

Loke....

Yes MAn!!

It was amazing, an impressive comedy..
Jim Carrey, actor of "the mask"
Thanks for the entertainment..
All the best to you!!
Pictures??
Coming soon, hopefully
Stay tuned, guys..

You see the madness??

People are mad..maybe it's just me..
Things are like that, when you are having a strong desire after something,
wishing to seize or grab it, you will do anything, believe me, it's anything to attain it..
But once you accomplish or possess it, you won't like staying at the top of the world, everything will be just normal,
again, maybe it's just me....


No worries, i am not being sensitive here,
just that what i've been thinking throughout my life..
Why I think like that? Cuz I am going through it now,
Gosh!! I think of my college's life already, my God!! haha..


Maybe I am sick of days here already..
Wake up at 12pm, gaming, yamcha-ing, it's just tedious...


I am goin back earlier...

Hoorayyy!!!

Exam finished..as like other papers, the last test was not as difficult as i expected..hahaha.. thanks Mrs. Patricia. Goin back tomorrow together with my friends, one from Malacca, LOKe, another from Klang, ChongSeng.. It's just nice to have people sharing with me the expenses along the way, isn't it?haha.. Hope it's not gonna be a tedious trip for them to Penang under my lead, I'll try my best anyways..



I have learnt to let go, for what i encountered recently... Now I no longer stay stubborn formerly.. Things do change themselves when the time is right, we, as human being are just like puppets, being tooled or fooled by TIME, all the time...Games that SHE creates are variable, not to say SHE has the entire right to decide or control who the players will be, SHE is the one who decides the game's size, whether it's big or small depends on the impacts pounded..


And, most importantly, I had understood myself better than before..I am not a really patient guy, not at all like I initially thought I was.. It's all wrong.. it makes me to recall what i'd learnt in one of the subject taken in this semester, BioChemistry - Chapter 2, SIgnal Transduction Pathways...to be general, it talks about a single cell routine in its various types..A cell commonly goes through a signal reception, followed by transduction and the final stage - response...


Spare me from a perspective of a science student for this single minute, [As human is made up of trillions of cells, it doesn't make any sense to resemble a human being to a cell, much ridiculous to say it out by a science student like me], I feel like i am driven by the pathway above in the sense of my patience to all aspects - love affairs, learning, teaching, exercising and so forth.. I am a kind of person who has a strong desire after the response whether it's a success or failure..

Sleepy after typing these...

It's napping time again..

See ya..

We gonna miss you, Alex!

Alex is checkin in

Alex And Me...

Alex And Chris...

Friendship Forever...

I drove Alex to KLIA this evening together with his friends of four.
This was the first time I got to the airport which is just 15 minutes of drivin distance

Definitely, I didn't know the way to it, but I was lucky to have Chris there, to lead me along the way, Thanks Chris!

Bon Voyage, Alex

All the best and A very good luck for very single day

We will never forget you

Wanted! HUndred Million for a "wanted" genius!!

Get me a genius, and take away your hundred million dolars as your reward
Problem is, can you find him or she? Genius never existed on earth, not in the former time, neither for now, nor the future.. Indeed, everyone has his own ruler as a measurement of his idol or genius, believe me, it's tremedously varied from each other depends on oneself's can do, If you are to be a well-known scientist, will you make an ordinary lecturer in a college as your idol? no, again, if you gonna be a nobel-prize winner, are you gonna treat a singer, not really famous one as your idol? These are not gonna happen, like I said, it's all depends on your capability..

MEanwhile siting for exams recently, I am feeling blurred here, confusing...Hate it, when I gonna flee from that, I wanna be a free man...I have lost my mind for her and her lately, not at all of cuz, Academic stuff FIRST, It's still flashing through my mind once in minutes... I uh...just outta of my mind, having no idea what should I do, What supposed to do..JUst letting the time flies like a seasonal bird, will never have a look on it since once....
And, It is fast in split seconds, fast enough before I got to recall what I've done a single minute before, It's just hard to etch the memorial moment of a day...

Where are you? that I've been seeking for long, again, I need hints as I know you are always be there for me, maybe you are just steps-far from me....

The God is watchin everythin up ther....

Ends further, Starts another

It's coming to an end soon, just finished two subjects today, everything is good so far, at least I am not worrying about the result. I will start my honeymoon now, for two days before I get back to do my revision for last subject - molecular biology, should be alright i think cuz i already grabbed 55 from my coursework. but still, like I always do, I won't easily let my marks go, even it's singular

My Kenya friend Alex is leaving on this Sunday, gonna drive him to airport, I will miss him, definitely...

Sucksss....

Oh my gosh! Internet speed sucks here, even worser than my homeline, haha, you know that is impossible, but at least i still manage to sign myself in the msn messenger which I couldnt last semester, not without subscribing the package.
Start missing the days with the package already...

the days I read papers online
the days I watched HEROES & PRISON BREAK
the days I downloaded songs
the days I uploaded photos
& so forth...
Even blogging, I find it hard

Anyways, I am leaving on next Wednesday, after exam
To my hometown, to get back to the days we fooled around
I am hoping there will be something new, thrilling this time after so long
Since they have finished their exam.. really lookin forward to it..


Two tests tomorrow, wish me good luck!
No mood to study at all....
That's the problem...

Exammmmm..

Two weeks ahead will be our college exam weeks
The tense weeks ever for this semester
For majority of the students here
Of cuz, including me, as SEM 5 student
The situation gets even rigid
To sit for the 4-day exam
As normally, subjects taken will be more advanced
At last 3 or 4 semesters
So there is no doubt the difficulty
To score better grade will be higher


Monday - Mathematics
Thursday - Emerging Issues
Friday - Biotechnology & Biochemistry
Tuesday - Molecular Biology


This is my exam schedule
It's just hard to have 3 tough subjects
On the following days
Thursday & Friday
I've got to pray severely this time

5 minutes off....

Two weeks ago, we went mybox in Nilai

and the first time I played football here and stamped on the big field

Ronald- from Penang...myself

PinKee- from BAtu Pahat..my roomate

Chua...from Batu Pahat..

Ah Jing- from PD..

Ah Jian..From Kluang..Say HI to everybody

We play football...

Nilai KFC...

Now this! We are calling him a correct name..

"Fei lan" as we call him
Look alike with the picture below?

They were schoolmates

Ah Choo- "czy" as we call him

It's getting near

I won't feel pressure as the exam gets near
Whenever you hear me sayin this,
Don't doubt it, literally, i am bluffin, haha

Of cause I am pressured
But mine is nothing to be compared about
With those who are taking degree here
Just pity them..

Hope I can give them a hand
Haha, you know dat is not possible

I've just got one of my subject
"Settled down" as I called it
Thanks to my lecturer
Who is so great to give away
The "focus area"
Now, I got it clear
Where to focus for my exam already
Anyways, it's just for this subject
There are still four more to go
Yet, it makes me adequate
To heave a sigh of relief
As this is one of the tough subjects
Taken this semester..


All right, see around
Got to deal with the cyclone again
To cope whatever I missed

Fifth sem exam

It's coming soon

A week to go

Need to put up my socks

From now on

To myself

Stay conscious

Stay hard

Toward exam

It will be challenging

Impossible is nothing

Just need to have fate

All the best

& good luck

Code aff switched off

Code exa switched on

I need to do so...

Eerie November

I have been spending like water this month
Not to mention the normal expense
that has been increased without controlled
as I don't think I do manage it well
Blame my insistence to bring my car here
The unwanted expense that I could have lessened
Does make me to feel sorry...
Additionally, I had spent 100 buck for the fixation of
My car air-con system yesterday
It made me no choice
As it was scorchingly hot these few days that I suppose
For it will sustain for coming days, a week or two
Whatever it is, I have my car functioning well now
Thanks God for it was fixed





Guess what! It's revision week
As like the previous semesters, I don't go back
For taking this golden chance to revise
As how it was called "Study Week"
Crap, indeed, cuz I, myself feel the laziness recently
Plus the ups and downs she gives me
I am really not in mood..
Yet, I still scarcely manage to get my mind straight
As the purpose I came here - to study
I will try my best to score good grade in this exam
And I am pretty confident of myself
That I will make it..hehe

Guys..all the best for you all exams.....

Up and Down

Indeed, we have ups and downs in our lives
This is a fact, authentic one...
Thanks to you..
The ups and downs i have here are totally different
It was steepingly at the top
And dropping to the extreme bottom, sometimes..
It is unequal frequently

Will it end fast??

Feelin strange not to retort

As you guys know, I am not any really easy guy
For not retorting after being bang by words
But this time, I din even say a single word
After being mocked by her, not a serious one of course
I am completely stamped to the ground
Saying no word in front of a group
I just feel heavy to retort whenever she "shoots" me
Saying any bad on her, hurts her, even in a ridiculous tone
That I will never do, cuz I have seriously fallen in love


Just wonder, why she is like keening on stamping me down
In front of her friends, anybody knows that?
Seriously, it is okay to me, I never bear it in mind
Just I wonder why? She likes to do something anti-me
Everything she says, she does was like the other way round how I handle it
Like If I am to praise that guy, she will object to say dat's a bad guy
When I am to joke, she will take it seriously and "shoot" me.
LIke I said, I will only be silent after being "shot", only by her..
And If I am to thumb up with a cuisine, she will resist it by means
She just like to do anything anti-me..
Again, no idea for that...


Just feeling strange here..
There are too many question marks on her...
Just hope she will talk to me soon...

Step to catch her mind

I talked with her yesterday, through msn
This was the initiative i took
To get deeper for what is she thinking
I have got the answer too
She is not alone now
She has got a guy etched in her heart
And it is hard to forget him too
As far as I can say
Based on her words
She knew him long time ago
And I know nothing detailed about dat guy
Other than he is normal guy
He can be good in sport
As I can recall as she told me before this


Everything is fine now
At least I know what she thinks
Rather than getting blurred
Seek after the answer almost everyday


I know that she likes him
She just not certain whether or not they can get along
I know she will try her best to work it out
Me either.
I won't mind that
As long as my heart is still with her
I will do anything to make her good
That I suppose to do
Again, hopefully it wont take long too
To have her heart adheres.....

Blame me..I am a numb guy...be yourself..

I see you, I talk with you, I smile at you
Arent these fakes?
Cause frankly, I don't know what are you thinking
For everything
No idea at all
As you are welly distinguishing it
Or, you, in fact, never think or never touched by it..
I am numb here..
To an infinite extent

Anyways, i shouldn't be that sellfish
I should think as if i am on your side
That's what I always be
A gentleman..
Haa...Just joking


I know you are on dillemma recently
But I cant help you, flee you from that
Cuz I believe I am one of them..
What should I say?
What can I say?
What should I do?
What can I do?
As like she said
Future is unknown
Indeed..


Take your time...
Be yourself..
And have fate on everything you do
That, you think it is right
Again,
Be yourself..
That can make you a happy-go-lucky all the time


Just to let you know
I do care about everything you have in mind
That either you got to express or not
What you Think
What you Feel
What you Do
What you Say
What you Mind
What you Like
What you Hate


Last but not least
Be yourself
I always hope you to be happy..
Hope you understand that.....

let just be myself...walk alone! rock alone!

I think i have got answer from you..
According to my instinct
Hopefully i am wrong..
But anyways, like I always say, everything is ok
It's part parcel of life
You never learn from things you don't experience


It won't hurt me so much i think
Coz i was the one who made this holy shit up
No harm for you either
Just, I do feel that it is a pity for both of us
that this never been initiated
Cuz as far as the extent of my self-understanding
I do think that I have different kind of so-called talent
To be expressed on this stuff...
Haha...
Believe it if it's true..



Wish you a very good luck
For every day...
And
Heard from you soon!



Toodle-oo

Pure as crystal

I truly need to have my mind clear on what am I doing
Is that I am switching my lifestyle to a normal one
Or the other way round
Believe it or not
A college student who is 19 slept at eleven recently
What am I thinkin? What am I doing?
In fact, I do struggle before getting deep into my sleep
Not that I couldn't make a 8-hour sleep happened
But I was waiting for something, or someone....
Which seems never to be happened
Hopefully it ain't thing of clapping with a single palm
This is tricky, challenging, whatever, say it

Anyways, I am proud of myself
For not letting this to interfere with my study
As I still managed to get 14 out of 15 for my math midterm
Study First !! right?
However, it still happened to ship into my mind
Between the short break, 2 to 4 minutes
That made me a blank paper for a while
Going elsewhere, somewhere far from here

SIGHing
I think this will last unless I got the answer
But overall, it still manageable..


Like I said, I will give you more than adequate time
to think about that..

I will give you space without my existence
I will give you time without my interference
I will give you everything you ask for

But it doesn't mean that I don't care or mind
I note it more that everythin, anything in this universe
Just, I don't prefer pushing you
Instead of seeking it after on your own
Only this, it will last longer, even forever, to the eternity......


This may be fake for anybody..
But if you happen to read this...
I am sure you will feel it...
Won't you...

Finally, this guy is in love...

Yeah, indeed, future is unknown...haha
Recently, a small population of tiger was found in Africa
Is that true based on you guys knowledges?
Yes?



No??



In fact, tiger doesn't survive in Africa but lions do
But why am I sayin that?
It came with a shadowed reason
As this guy finally has fallen in love
To be exact, it's not just that..
But he happened to express his affection yesterday
Which seems not to be possible
For what he had done


If bosom friends of mine are going to visit this blog
They will definitely start searching papers, magazines and channels etc
to find out the fact....


What is that??



Whether tigers were found in Africa..haha

This is their peak time!!

SPM and STPM gonna be held on this month

Starts on 10 - 15th as far as i can remember

All the best to all sitters!!

Hopefully they don't push themselves too much

Not too relax neither

I know they won't as they are all top students to me

They will have good grades...

Definitely...

what is love?

I chatted with my friend from Penang yesterday
I was told that she is still single now
Like I said, we are just friends
Don't think nonsense that
I gonna say that I still got chance to tackle her, kay?
That is not possible!

She was like severely upset when i talked about

mating relationship, dating, marriage and all that

Almost the comments she gave were negative

What makes her think like dat I wonder?

She was saying marriage is unreliable,

It's a paper or two to legalize a relationship,

And just to let others know

Other than that, nothing else

And i feel that she is really in phobia

to have her own family

Everything she thinks is not the way

It supposed to be

She must have gone through something bad before for certain

Fire won't burn without a light-up

But I know she nvr gonna tell me rather than keepin it as a secret...

Sighing...

For now, all she needs is time

Hopefully she will get better & better

I am sure she will meet her prince one day

Triggering off to stop her mind from continuously etching the bad

And please, make it soon!!

All the best to you!
God blesss you!

But who gonna save me??

Flee from this vex!

I got a phone call from my sis yesterday
Saying that my dad went for a body checkup in hospital
Initially, it was just a simple scanning, we thought, so did he
But the unpleasant result made up another view of our thoughts
His cholestrol level is still considered high
But better than before thanks to medication
Hopefully there was no any side effect taking place
Because of the medicine
Another thing makes us worried is that the level of triglycerides
In his body is steeply breaking high
And I were shocked that 50% of his vessel is clogged
That was what told by my sister
Hopefully it was just a blunder, a mistake of my hearing
Or maybe the doctor if that happened to be possible.
I begin worrying about him....
I am far away from where he is now
Should I just go back and visit him????
I really want to.....
What can I do after goin back?
He is like a normal person with normal habit and diet
Treat him like a patient??No, never do that!
As he is kinda stubborn person
I think I just stay back here, keep attaching to his current condition
By calling my sis & bro who are looking after him
Meanwhile, palm up to pray
May God save him
He is 54 this year, and the only financial support of my family
Sometimes, I wonder why others would have siblings
who can earn money themselves, shoulder up all expenses in their families
Why not them? They are all helping my dad to work...
They seem that never work with hearts or motivated to develop my dad business
Instead of making mistakes, even a minor one though they have been workin for decades
I would dare to say that 40 out of 50% of my dad's clogged vessel is contributed by them
They are those who created these.
If my dad collapses one day, things will exceed my sense of imagination..
This is time to wake up, turn into a new leaf, bros..
My sis is runnin a teleshop funded by my dad
In short, she is workin for my dad too
But as far as I can see, she is very much matured than them in sense of doin business
In such a field of services, she is able to cover her own self expense
Including paying 1k for her car monthly.
She is absolutely out of my parent's vex after all
Whatever it is, she's still a 20-year-old lady
What can she do for our home business in ways?
And what can I do?

Meet Champions!!

Everyone says "YEAH!!!"

We had our time of whale!!

He was the only winner!!

Happy birthday to this guy!!

Fan and friend!!

Yeah!!

...We are the champions, my friend!!!We keep on fightin.....

Why blogging??

1. You become better at writing
2. You learn to manage your time better
3. You will improve your knowledge
4. You open up more opportunities
5. You get more friends
6. Blogging grows your career, business and hobby
7. Blogging today is easy - no need to be a coding developer, webmaster
8. Low maintenance
9. Make some, or a lot of money, out of it

6th SEmester

End of semester is coming soon, never I realize that I've been here for five semesters as quite an old senior, but basically there's no difference between senior and junior, we are all students here, just, maybe the degree of getting used to is the one differentiates them.

Still In vex where to pursue my degree after this. Oversea? Local university? or maybe directly leaving the study world to work, but by far, i never think about that, it's not possible as I don't i am ready for seeking a job with current skill i have myself.

Feelin as if fried!!!!

Damn it, it was scorchingly hot recently without warning, without reason, without anything. Almost everynight, i was drenched in perspiration, making me uncomfortable to fall asleep! It's is disgusting to peak. It wasn't this when I first had my impression on this place from stopping me to keep missing the

... state where I born
... town where i used to wander
... school where I started to learn
... home where I was pampered
... pals that I fooled around with
... family that would forgive me for anything
..........

to be such a "junglefolk". Yes I am!! But, isn't it supposed to be cool? For a jungle?What kind of place is this? I can't stand it anymore, even for person who is heat-resistant like me, ohh my gosh! it's too hot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

....praying for everything to back to normal

-----Being--Numb-----

Me, I was sort of a quiet person during classes in secondary school
Was I? Unbelievable?? Yeah! so do I..as for a current me..


One thing I remember is that I was always hoping people around me weren't
sayin me a cool guy, never never to have a thought like that, as I was absolutely not
No fire without a light up. Why people use "cool" to describe me...

• kinda quiet during the classes
• seldom intrusively join others's conversation
• not so mind other's comments on my badness
• dark complexion may be a reason
• topics mainly on man talk
• feminine phobia sometimes
• scarcely expose myself
• manymore.....

Like most of the bloggers say, they are just being themselves, i couldn't deny that I am actually one of them. I don't like doing things exactly what people told and somehow i just paddle my own boat, get things accomplished against their wills dissapointing them. Sorry i have to apologize for blunders i had done and especially people i pulled over.. Do forgive my selfishness, egotism, whatever...

By the way, I may be too exaggerative expressing what I wanna say In fact, I am not that bad, okay???

Worth!! 8 years of learnin process..

Poor guinea pig

Don't cry..

After so long, I draw TODAY

Guys...guess who is this without any hint..

It was all started in SRC office, I knew that i still can be stimulated by chances after quitin it for roughly two years... What am I sayin here??Smoking?? drinking?? no way..It's drawing..

Yeah..no doubt for it, it's drawin or paintin for real. I know I still can draw after bringin it to a halt after graduated from my secondary school.

How I felt when first touching it??

Kinda strange, weird and nervous...

All kind of negative expression stroke me..

What i was afraid of??

The outcome will not like what as expected earlier..

Even worse if my art work happens to be disgustin..

How if it is very bad??

Dissapointment definitely will hibernate my desire to draw..

Never i will touch it again, never nomore..

I m back

Back here..
It's holiday..Happy Deepavali to all of my Indian friends
Take a longer break instead of ONE day
It's your big day!!Not a big deal to skip a class or two
This is Just for students..

I know I shouldnt be so sellfish such the way
Hoping the cleaners of my college to come back as soon as possible
As majority of them are Indian..
Come on!!It's their big day too, once in a year

Sorry, AUNTIES
Enjoy your holiday!!

Let me die here
Let me die
for the holy shit smelly toilet of my hostel

Sick!! Sick! Sick!!

Sick! Sick! Sick!
It's combo...
Feeling unwell here..
Three midterms to go
All the best
Pretties & handsomes
Good luck for your STPM
Not much to tell this month
I am really not in mood
See ya

A long rest

Feeling uncomfortable

On everything here

As I sprained my ankle yesterday

While playing basketball

I learned the lesson

Not to do any sport with bare feet

It really hurts this time

I can't even drive

Now

I know how they felt last time

By experincing myself

I know I need a long rest

But I will never lower my head to it

You will see me playing out there very soon

Question is

How soon it will be?

Tomorrow?A day after tomorrow?

One thing I can assure you

I will seize any chance

Let see

Holiday...

Back here from the ghostly pale holidays [SIGH x1000]
It wasn't pleasant as i expected
Just managed to grab a tiny chance together with friends
Some I din even meet or speak a single word with
Such a shame for a week break
Put the blame on me
For my laziness
Let's brief what i've been gone through on this these days
Nothing much interesting
Except the night I spent with them
I will definitely miss it..


The first time we stepped into BM's JUSCO
30/9/08, a day before RAYA 08
Guess what!
Parking fee was free..

What's wrong with your hand, CW??

Technical problem?Who's the photographer?

CF looks smarter..

Playin fool in JUSCO fitting room

After shopping, we watched "Flight of living dead" at 12am

And there were only 7 of us in the hall

Imagine that!

We could have yelled like lunatics there, but we din..

Din??ok... we did, but not really insane cuz we all are educated..

Funny?? no?? haha

The movie was overall ok.

It stays at the standard of, you know, that kind of movies

Which talks about dead bodies come alive,

As a side effect of scientific research

Infecting more and more people

By feeding, a serum infection

It ended at 1.45a.m.

The shopping centre was going to close up

Leading us to walk a long way to get to our cars

And it was raining, quite heavily

We did what we hv long nvr done after leaving each other apart

That was, running in the rain

For 2 to 3 minutes

It was dark as far as i can recall

We ran like hell

We shouted! We laughed! We cursed!

You know, words can't explain that

I hv started missing it again..

Guys...did u ever experience that?

Just try, with your friends..

Experience the different...

Far than What I Expected

Happy holidays to all of you guys
Have a wonderful moment!
I am not really busy here
with having still a short period of gaming time
This is a good news
There is bazaar everywhere here
Selling Raya homemade cookies & delights
[Both my thumbs up!!]
They are irresistably amazing
That is when i start feeling
I really exist on this earth...
Not much change here
Except that little monster has now grown up
Manage to word out the numbers 1 to 10
Kinda ridiculous with his weird pronounciation
But at least it still makes sense
Friends of mine are still alive, being safe & sound here
I don't mean that way
But seriously & apparently they have gone through
So much of hard work
With STPM is still around the corner
I can see through their faces
Good luck guys!!