Apparently I am still alive! lolx.....

I am not gonna say I'm busy anymore though I am because I'm already fed up with it by saying it out. Let's SAVE THE LAST PHRASE! I AM SO SO SO BUSYZZZZZZZ...... No worries, it's just the way I release my stress, lolx... Sorry I wanna say to those who happened to be the listeners. Note it please! It wasn't an excuse for sayin NO to you guys, but I really was in BUSY MODE.......


The most I feel sorry to was my buddies in my hometown. I was in NT last weekend which I am pretty certain nobody was notified of that as I deliberately kept it as a secret. There was a reason for that, a reason for everythin. I was shouldered up by tonnes and tonnes of homework that time which I couldn't even make it for a simple and short gathering which I knew it won't be as we all have got millions of stuffs to share especially they just got their results few weeks ago plus I am kinda talkative and distractive person, there won't be a-minute conversation between us I am very very very sure. So, FORGIVE me my friends, I know you guys are SWEET....


There will be a so-called 'interview' next Monday regarding with the internship. I think it will be more like a simple Q & A section, in other words a simple talk between us rather than a real interview. That was the reason I came back at that EXTREME period. I need a car to get to the place for interview which is not near from NILAI, it's in SHAH ALAM.


Things to be done are getting lesser now, but not all! That's why I still manage to grab some time to bullshit here, it's an one-second break for diggin GOLD! I think that's enough for this, better leave now for my assignmentzzzz.... There will be still a birthday celebration with my friends goin on tonight, really looking forward to it, hopefully i can give some shots later...


Happy belated birthday to WEE
& Happy predated birthday to NASIH
Shoo the badSSSSS &
Good luck for everythin ahead.....

Interference...

I've been exhausted these few days..
especially last weekend..
Firstly, it was an inadequate sleeping hours
followed by the tremendous workloads recently
Couldn't imagine how am I gonna survive from that


But, like I always do,
I never fear of the challenges which come along
day by day, minute by minute
As I believe that we learn and grow up from them
I'm always waiting for gainin something from every single of them
So whatever dilemma I am in, I'll never stay in there long
Instead, I'll twist myself as hard as i could
to free myself....


I'm really not in good mood currently to share stuff here
Maybe nextime i'll expand it....


Las but not least
The only thing that comes across my mind recenly
is that, how to make myself better
from all aspects....academic, friendship, etc...
So don't you dare to get interfered with my thought and insistence!!!

Guess what? A stone is down!

Whoa, it's fabulous!
I've got two things deleted in my list today one shot
after they had been jotted down for ages
Jealous right? lol

But still, there is a long way to go before steppin
on the edge of this semester
it is really an obvious Up and Down

Whatever it is, we need to look forward, go ahead...
Like I always say, it's life!
We can't predict what's gonna happen next
We always can't.....
Not a year, not a month, day till second
Could you predict what you gonna view or understand
in my blog right after 2 seconds from now on?

No?

Yeah, I expected that, we couldn't!

Just like me, I couldn't even be sure of
what I gonna write in this blog
right after 2 seconds from now

Perhaps....

That makes what life is
Full of surprises
Full of miracles
and so forth

Life is about adventure
like they say
We are always venturing for
what gonna happen next

It could be right...

It was a lightning stroke on me this morning
Making me to feel like....
I can't tell...
Weird? I would say that

I was like thinkin
Everyone has got an unusual expectation
on ME
my parents especially

See...I am not making shits up here
which I extraordinarily feel hatred on it
I always do
Instead it was so REAL
which couldn't even I make myself to believe

Maybe I should have been better than who am I now
Parents who believe in me,THANKS
It's the only spirit that has been boostin me up.....
Have fate....

Have been so compassionate recently!

I wanna share everythin about HER here that come across my mind, or even a light flash, but i can't....


I had never expected she is a person of this kind, it's just unbelievable and surprised with whatever she did, she was absolutely outta her mind!!!


What to say? She had hidden herself, everythin about her - personality, trouble, friendship and so forth extraordinarily well which reminded me not to judge the book by its cover...


I am still wondering how she did that by knowin her reason I guess. It was just holy scary and terrible. She could have been a smart gal if she dint.....No 'IF' here, it already happened!


Just feeling sorry about her, if I could grab her sleeve last time, perhaps she won't fall into the deep black hole.. NO WAY!! unless I chased her and got her always by my side which is not possible to happen, not at all...


I know I've been kinda compassionate these few days.... but don't you think that it's just bad to see, friend of yours who supposed to have a bright shining future just perished away within seconds?

Love is Blind!!

I would shout it loud!!!!
' Love is Blind '

I can't still accept the reality
But it did happen.....


What I realised???

% Discussion with family is important no matter what
% Love doesn't promise our future!
% Guys without resposibility are nuts!
% Gals should always conscious about what they do

It would be a lifetime lesson, wouldn't it??
But it was too massive for oneself......
I just can't imagine how
My dear friend gonna pay for it....


' God, The Greatest one! '

Forgive her, will You?
Everyone does mistakes...
And everybody deserves to be given chances

I feel her regret
Please give her a HAND.....


God Bless!


off with melancholia

Boredom....

Just went back from a visit. It was not really interesting from what had been expected by us I believe and we absolutely gained little from it. But as what I've always been, things are just getting better if you try and look on the other side, which means in this case the positive aspect, life will be filled up by adventure and it wouldn't be so bored.

And,
What is boredom? I am confused with what I've been told, for me, we make the situation boring, not the situation makes us bored cuz we created the boring situation and we gotta face it. We could have made it fascinating on our own, say in a lecture, think of what the lecturer tells you, and you can find ways to understand it in amply interesting ways. It isn't neccessary to be a bored one, again it's all depending on you..


So,
Make you life interesting!

I love

I love the God is watchin

I love my destiny He created

I love the way She treats me

I love my name it is called

I love the sun rises

I love my country I grow up

I love the place of mine

I love my Ms. Right-to-be

I love the way I entertain myself

I love my laptop pretty much

I love the songs I play

I love my family that loves me

I love the things I learnt

I love my shining personality

I love the mistakes I made

I love my bed I sleep

I love EVERYTHING I born with

I love EVERYTHING just to be myself

Can't even take a breath!!

I was so busy recently

That I can't even

grab a chance to breathe longer



The stuffs are pushing me

into the deep scary hole

I'm gonna lost in black soon



So see ya

At a place of supreme bliss....