Friendship Forever!

I have been here in UK for almost three months
Nice surroundings, hospitable friends and lovely environment
I really like the place I stay, I always do
Days after days, I discover myself to be more talkative
less sensable and not organised at all,
Losing the control, I am indeed a crapper now
Really hope I can cease it from any points
Getting the strength from elsewhere
Or perhaps you guys here should do something
for the sake of me, yourself and others
I am crossing the line here man!
Stop pampering me please
I would appreciate your greatness if so happen that
you scold me, being a real friend of mine lol
Anyways great to have friends like you all
Hope to keep this PURE friendship till the end of the day
and keep in touch whatever go on in the future

I was chatting with my sister hours ago
Evil Edwinz just hit the belon
Helping his mum to win the lottery for about 20k
My whole family was celebrating when she got my call
And of cause Edwinz Teow, the monster was there
Telling me he is gonna go for a new season of his study
very very soon and will do as best as he can
and finally pursue his studies in UK like his uncle [me]
Ridiculous isn't he? lol cute one for a 3-year-old kid
Apparently, his mum was beside him teachin all that stuff
That's not the point anyways
I am sure he knows the meaning of what he said
and he better keeps his promise
or else I will hardly kick his little spongy ass
[8099] will mean a lot to us after all
Thank you my little charming nephew lol
Hopefully he will have a promising future
being a joyful happy-go-lucky
and stop being so mischievous please
Being a real trouble maker in our family God bless


Next i was chatting with a friend of mine via MSN
she was implying something for the current situation
the real situation of another friend of mine
which used to be a bosom friend
not a big difference for now i think, is facing
Again it was about his relationship with another gurl
who is also one of my friends
She is just not making any sense sometime
Stop scolding my friend will you
give some respect in which a real guy needs
You guys just have to be tolerant sometime
To avoid any conflicts which are not neccesary
To distance the gap days after days
I don't hope i will get any bad news from you
any of you, within the year i stay here
Hope you guys wil get better a real soon
sure you will
Think about how did u guys get along?
It was a striking story remember it?
I mean seriously, you guys had been going through
so much to eventually be together
Is it worth it? Think about it! it wasn't easy!
For me, you are still a perfect match my friends
Treasure whatever you have for moments
Cheers up!

Shitty insomnia! Keep away from me!

What the heck is going on with me?
I couldn't squirm into my sleeping bag just now
No matter how hard I tried
My heart was pumping quicker than usually it does
Something were haunting me without explanable reasons
actually they can be explained but just a damn shame
Your voice is just all the way around my head
Leave me alone please before i die in hypertension
Guess i'm in real trouble this time
I never felt i am fragile as such

Anyways I am finally ended up here, blogging
hoping to get some release
Ridiculous isn't it, I seriously think so
It has never happened for decades
I mean Insomnia that i'm suffering from now
not even during the time my papa left me
It's unbelievable but it's true
This is insane and it doesn't make any sense at all

Perhaps I was right,
My mind and heart are like cats and dogs now
working and functioning against each other
leaving each other apart further and further
I feel that i no long know myself
Call it spirit shall I, or soul which has gone elsewhere
without a proper permission and notification
I just don't like this kind of mental trauma
Days after days, I am losing my rationale
To decide and do what is correct and what is false

But at least, for Christ's sake, my optimism still,
stays by side firmly which the one and only reason
explaining that i m still alive
it's murmuring to me
keep telling me to advance forward
and take things openly as part parcel of life
boosting me up to be myself
bouncing and motivating me to be courageous
I gotta keep saying to myself that i am unbeatable
For the bygones, for today and for the future

I was too wrong and naive if u wish
for thinkin myself ever be a tough man
I am just a tiny nut as if shrimp in a deep blue sea
I am just too vulnerable
allowing the external opportunistic factors
which really, are just ordinary rubbishes
to tie me up, leaving me immobile

Will call my pal tomorrow
to at least talk about it, and to share it
as it may help in bits meanwhile
not being irony for them
Plus it has been really long
that i didnt make them a call
which i should have done so
Hopefully she is fine

Between, i was thinking about something
while stretching myself
struggling to get myself into a dream just now
It was about what i gonna do next
after getting my honour degree here
Yes, I had made up my mind to get back
to where i originally from
As I was perplexing about life
I am still young, i've still got a plenty time ahead
a big chunks of opportunities await me
but not the elders around me
Their grey hairs are getting more more each day
In the way, their susceptibility to illness or death
are increasing days after days
i mean not to express this as a curse
but it's just happening
life is just too short for one to accomplish his responsibility
But you don't say it before you had tried your best
to at least do something on it
To fix the past to fix the gap
So I will get back once I've done my job here
BAck to the land i belong
the family that used to pamper me a lot
her chest which fairly filled up with love
the greatness on everything she gives to each of us

One year after, i will be right on your side
May you order and instruct me
Everything counts on one self
that's what I believe
environmental factors are just the seconders
under whatever situations and conditions

time to sleep, wish I can
listening to Eason's songs couldn't be making me
more comfortable
As it always does......
great!

Time, a useful remedy ever?

For years living in this world
I am sure we all have been nicely exposed
to this phrase 'The passing time will sort it out"
whenever confronting something, a problem particularly
which someone are unable to troubleshoot and solve
And during this time, some might have this phrase
emerge on their mind and word it out
Some might not....

To put it in the context
I will use a relationship as an example
Love affair i mean
as nothing is more interesting than this
as far as i can tell


When you fall in love with someone
and not really sure whether or not dat guy loves you
You say 'Time will be a remedy'
and do nothing for it

When you dont love a person
but you know that person is in love with you
You say the same thing
and do nothing for it

When you are in love with someone
whom you think that he or she loves you as well
You say the same thing again
and do nothing for it

What the hell! This is not a part
of the human civilisation should be

Come on! Be a man!
Never I doubted that
Time is an excellent remedy for this
But it does only work if you do something for that
A pre-statements perhaps to at least let your target
clear on what are you thinking
And once it's done,
TIME will come into the picture
either implanting the seeds deep into the heart
or the other way round,
digging out the plant right from the main root

No offence guys...
Just wanna remind myself for this
So that I can always control myself in such a manner
and cheers if you find them useful

Using time as a remedy as an excuse
in order to hide from the truth
is always inappropriate

Eason the best!

讓理智在叫著冷靜冷靜還恃住年少氣盛

讓我對著衝動背著宿命渾忘自己的姓

沉睡的凶猛在蘇醒完全為你現形

這個世界最壞罪名叫太易動情但我喜歡這罪名

驚天動地只可惜天地亦無情

不敢有風不敢有聲這愛情無人證

飛天遁地貪一刻的樂極忘形

好想說謊不眨眼睛這愛情無人性

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若世界陷進大騙局裡面朋友亦難以發現

共你隔著空在秘密通電挑戰道德底線

如若早三五年相見何來內心交戰

我信與你繼續亂纏難再有發展但我想跟你亂纏

驚天動地只可惜天地亦無情

不敢有風不敢有聲這愛情無人證

飛天遁地貪一刻的樂極忘形

好想說謊不眨眼睛似進入無人境

即使間整個約會情調幽暗似地下城

還是算溫馨多麼想跟你散步橋上把臂看著風景

但是我清醒月亮總不肯照亮情慾深處那道背影

你我像快快樂樂同遊在異境浪漫到一起惹絕症

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不想說明只想反應

Listen up!
Eason's new song will be officially published soon
End of December this year I guess

Not really liked it when I first listened to it
But days after days, I found myself in love with it
Simply because of his haunting voice i believe
And the lyrics is great

It seems that for his recent songs
Eason is no longer singing solely for his technique presentation like before
but to present a whole story, picture and perhaps induce an imagination
of the songs to all his fans
thus creating a space for idol-fans communication
buying time for us to understand him and his songs
Great!!
Keep rocking!!