Transition Stage

After nearly a month of rest plus trip, I find it hard to make a come-back to my brand new study/ working life, however I am certain that this is just a transition stage, and this is pretty much normal. After a week of continuous jobs, i will be just fine getting back to my actual life, lighting up the flame of my heart. A very first step to achieve this is to drench myself with trillions of papers, accustom my mind to a used-to-be me, it will take some times undeniably. 14th November is an important day to open a new chapter up in my life - the day I officially join my institute, this may be nothing to anybody, but it is different, very different to me because only me myself knew how hard I have come through. Moreover, there is nothing to talk about or kinda highlight on as a great achievement since there is still a long way to go to reach the space. I am confident to be slightly different from other graduates after a gain of experience from different departments, but this will not stop me down. I believe that making an ideal person as an idol could help and boost me up to shine in the field, I have got one already. Because of him, I know my degree is on safe hand in 2.5 years. Looking forward to join you all!

MY HEART, MY FUTURE, MY DECISION

Flipping a new chapter of life

Finally I got my admission letter after so long of waiting waiting and waiting, at least I am not doing it for vain like a boy's waiting for his set meal in the restaurant without taking order. Anyways, my study life is starting soon, hopefully I can get a conducive place to stay for coming months, most importantly the communication between us - group mates and supervisors, all the best to me.

More competitions to go this month, I really hope I can make it monstered by interests. I am going for my registration tomorrow and also to meet one of my co-supervisors at the main campus, I am sure the meeting will be great and smooth.

........a man is nothing without a dream.....

my first post

今天过了漫长的一天，
为部门的Datin欢送，
大家都穿上红衣，好像过新年。
她很令人尊敬，我想她走后我们损失会很大。
说真的，在政府部门工作，
这里让我看到各种人，
当然有些很勤劳，
可是有些人却比较懒散，
有时会忍不住看不过眼，
人多是非多，
我最近学会了要管好自己，做好自己本分就好。
最重要对得起自己。

7月尾声了，8月让我 期待，
有很多和dear的计划，
想念他，
思念是一种很玄的东西，hehe..

A bizarre feeling

I felt kinda released hearing that my presentation and the proposal went well and I will get the posted letter from USM soon, which is an acceptance letter. I really wish that this is true after so many things turned up. Now I know that applying for a studyship is not an easy procedure, in and out, from the first day you find your potential supervisor till you get your offer letter, communication with your supervisor is the key and finding a kind and knowledgeable one is a crucial credit, and I hope that I have one.

The feeling is nothing more, but odd. While waiting for the letter, I am planning for my on-coming trip to HK, as usual, I am the planner. 5 of us are going, Mum, me, cheng, sis, and ping, hope that it gonna be a wonderful trip. Other than HK city, we plan to visit ShenZhen, Zhuhai and Macau which is an one-week tour, the whole trip.

Few months passed, Making me more matured?

I was too tired (lazy perhaps) to write anything on here for the past few months. Though tonnes of things turned up. So now I am currently waiting for my reply from USM for my PhD. Just hope that It will go smoothly and the outcome would be what I expected. Months passed, making my thinkin more matured (I THINK) and more acceptable to what I really want myself to be in the future - which is simply LIFE. With all the motivation and support from my potential supervisor and also my family, I knew that the choices I made were correct and I am goin into it! Reading papers or in other words, gaining knowledge can be an enjoyable process, sometime and it happens unconsciously. Lecturing is a way to find your confidence and I agree with this as well. More and more FREE lessons and phrases I heard were actually from nowhere, but from my going-to-be supervisor. Wish to work with him one day or maybe soon. He is a nice guy and knowledgeable at least to me at this current level of knowledge.

When a Biology graduate becomes a Chemist

3 May is the day I gona begin my career all over again. 'All over again'? Not that bad I guess, it sounds like a man who has been just annouced 'bankrupt'. But it's a big matter for me, I can't determine whether it's a right choice or not, but it's just it, go on with anything from your bottom of your heart, that will be great, that's what I always insist. And, I think it makes sense since your heart(mind) is the primary source which drives everything, things you like, dislike, hate and so forth.

It's a little bit of 'nervous' when you ask me 'what you feel on your 'new' job? I think it should be a plus on it which are interesting and excited since it's quite ideally a different field from what I have been dealing with before - histology (human organs & tissues) and serology (human blood and serum), and very soon, food whether it's rotted or in well condition gonna be my babies soon. Welcome to BP Food Testing! I am gonna face them for the next 5 months until I end my contract and service here.

Finally I submitted all the documents to USM IPS for my PhD application. Relieved? Partially or No, not until I get my offer letter from the university. Next will be the scholarship, Life is never-ending at this stage, really. But it is blessed that we live with hopes and faiths. I think after this, Knowledge will be the only guide in my life since I chose this path, to study, to be a research, to publish papers, to be recognised. Hopefully my supervisor is not too bad in his guide to make me through all the way long.

All da best to me and TO my Colleagues and Friends....Missss yehhhh....

Travelling makes life good?

Is really travelling can relax yourself?
Depends on where you go and who you go with.
Your partners or companions won't be differ from usual one
who are your family, friends, or gurl/boy friend.
Which one would you think the best to go with?
Personally, I would say friends or your soul mate
I am sure this is common answer you will get
From people around you cuz it's just a literally true fact.
Cuz the gap of communication is lesser, area of interest and
perspectives of being fun or enjoy are different
Simple questions can sense the difference

'What do you like to do when travelling?'
Try new and tasty food? Going for thrilling adventure?
Or just flee yourself from hustle-bustle, walking alone
on the less hectic and crowded city, embraced yourself
by the beauty of surrounding, though nothing actually around,
just to seek for a piece of peace in your heart and mind.

OR,
'What do you think is the most important thing to do while travelling?'
Taking pictures, that is indispendable! Learning others' cultures, or
nothing, just go by how it will be, somebody like to collect postcards,
buying sourvenirs for friends and family and many more,
there are awful variable.

But still, Travelling is really a true way to live with quality of life.
So I like it! But, it's a vacant dream without money........
Money comes in first for everything. We are just slaves of IT, nothing much.

My trip schedule:
23 Oct - 29 OCt 2011 - Hong Kong
3 Feb - 9 Feb 2012 - Sarawak (still dont know whether or not can survive by then)

Because the world's end is coming,
maybe that is the date we will be on the runs
Finding safer place!

Here Begins My Chef LIfe Again

I never really cooked since living in UK except some noodles in packets, it doesn't take even a second. The gas stove will be set up later on, glad because I can cook again! lol. That's why I bought the second-handed mini-sized fridge last week which cost me 130RM, it isn't expensive at all for long-term saving since food here are extremely pricy especially at Shah Alam. Economy rice with 1 type of vege and meat will cost you 5 bucks, unbeliavable isn't it? But the price at USJ where I stay still okie, it costs me about 3.50 bucks, but still, I gonna cook! Why? Cuz I just enjoy it! Do what I want, Cook what I like! lol.....

Finally the poor pharmacist had her salary banked in after so long. She must be excited like hell lol. Good news to her, just hope that she will use them appropriately, save more money if possible. Wish you all the best for not getting much stress while working! Will cook some nice food to you whenever there is a chance.

Days with night shift!

After workin here for almost 1 month, I am gonna have night shift tonight which is from 1pm to 10pm, not too late as expected since the initially scheduled was from 3pm to 12am, that is really gonna be damn tiring! I am looking forward to it later on, I heard it's gonna be 2 times busy than the morning shift due to the doubled-up workloads, hopefully it's not so true and it's just, the seniors wanted to scare us off, but anyhow, everything will reveal sooner, the truth and lies......

CNY is around the corner, the celebration this year is gona be totally different from last year in UK. That was a great memory though, a different and special one! For me it won't be so fun too this year since the holiday isn't long for me to enjoy it thoroughly, guess this is what they call oftenly ' It's like that! Workin Life!' I got 5 days holidays altogether including 2 unpaid leaves which are the first and the last day of the duration. I should thank GOD that those two days were approved instead of start blaming any lol......

What my wishes this new year? To all my friends and family - happy and healthy always as simple as that but seems that those things are the most difficult to attain in the universe, but yet I still hope that it will realise...... Gona be selfish too sometime. Grab some light from it, wanna wish myself a smooth year, most importantly a better one for my postgrad......

A new lab life

After stayin' for 3 months at BP Penang as a histo technician, I am now a MLT workin in Serology Department. An extremely big thanks to those who helped me a lot in my first job at Penang, A huge favour you all had given to me, not to forget those who ever proposed me to the management for the post, thanks for lookin-up, I really never expected I would be eyed on, and really really sorry for dissapointment for not taking over, anyhow, appreciation is mine. I will never forget those days we spent together for 3 months though it was too short, it could be the most important part of my life for just, everything! Thx for opportunity given and the forgiveness for any mistakes I'd done.

Now, I'm workin as a MLT, though the routine works are not too unfamiliar to me, after all I am a Biotech graduate who had 6 months practical at molecular lab, handling with kits are my profession lol, so as a result, I do adapt to the new environment with outstanding speed I suppose lol. But, anyways I am okie with current job IF the workload isn't heavy enough.

Meanwhile, I am looking my universities for furthering my study, UM and UKM will be my first choices rather than other private universities. Really hope that they will accept me and will be even delighted if I am offered scholarship and given a chance to work with an expert in the wanted field. Wish me good luck!!