Feelin as if fried!!!!

Damn it, it was scorchingly hot recently without warning, without reason, without anything. Almost everynight, i was drenched in perspiration, making me uncomfortable to fall asleep! It's is disgusting to peak. It wasn't this when I first had my impression on this place from stopping me to keep missing the

... state where I born
... town where i used to wander
... school where I started to learn
... home where I was pampered
... pals that I fooled around with
... family that would forgive me for anything
..........

to be such a "junglefolk". Yes I am!! But, isn't it supposed to be cool? For a jungle?What kind of place is this? I can't stand it anymore, even for person who is heat-resistant like me, ohh my gosh! it's too hot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

....praying for everything to back to normal

-----Being--Numb-----

Me, I was sort of a quiet person during classes in secondary school
Was I? Unbelievable?? Yeah! so do I..as for a current me..


One thing I remember is that I was always hoping people around me weren't
sayin me a cool guy, never never to have a thought like that, as I was absolutely not
No fire without a light up. Why people use "cool" to describe me...

• kinda quiet during the classes
• seldom intrusively join others's conversation
• not so mind other's comments on my badness
• dark complexion may be a reason
• topics mainly on man talk
• feminine phobia sometimes
• scarcely expose myself
• manymore.....

Like most of the bloggers say, they are just being themselves, i couldn't deny that I am actually one of them. I don't like doing things exactly what people told and somehow i just paddle my own boat, get things accomplished against their wills dissapointing them. Sorry i have to apologize for blunders i had done and especially people i pulled over.. Do forgive my selfishness, egotism, whatever...

By the way, I may be too exaggerative expressing what I wanna say In fact, I am not that bad, okay???

Worth!! 8 years of learnin process..

Poor guinea pig

Don't cry..

After so long, I draw TODAY

Guys...guess who is this without any hint..

It was all started in SRC office, I knew that i still can be stimulated by chances after quitin it for roughly two years... What am I sayin here??Smoking?? drinking?? no way..It's drawing..

Yeah..no doubt for it, it's drawin or paintin for real. I know I still can draw after bringin it to a halt after graduated from my secondary school.

How I felt when first touching it??

Kinda strange, weird and nervous...

All kind of negative expression stroke me..

What i was afraid of??

The outcome will not like what as expected earlier..

Even worse if my art work happens to be disgustin..

How if it is very bad??

Dissapointment definitely will hibernate my desire to draw..

Never i will touch it again, never nomore..

I m back

Back here..
It's holiday..Happy Deepavali to all of my Indian friends
Take a longer break instead of ONE day
It's your big day!!Not a big deal to skip a class or two
This is Just for students..

I know I shouldnt be so sellfish such the way
Hoping the cleaners of my college to come back as soon as possible
As majority of them are Indian..
Come on!!It's their big day too, once in a year

Sorry, AUNTIES
Enjoy your holiday!!

Let me die here
Let me die
for the holy shit smelly toilet of my hostel

Sick!! Sick! Sick!!

Sick! Sick! Sick!
It's combo...
Feeling unwell here..
Three midterms to go
All the best
Pretties & handsomes
Good luck for your STPM
Not much to tell this month
I am really not in mood
See ya

A long rest

Feeling uncomfortable

On everything here

As I sprained my ankle yesterday

While playing basketball

I learned the lesson

Not to do any sport with bare feet

It really hurts this time

I can't even drive

Now

I know how they felt last time

By experincing myself

I know I need a long rest

But I will never lower my head to it

You will see me playing out there very soon

Question is

How soon it will be?

Tomorrow?A day after tomorrow?

One thing I can assure you

I will seize any chance

Let see

Holiday...

Back here from the ghostly pale holidays [SIGH x1000]
It wasn't pleasant as i expected
Just managed to grab a tiny chance together with friends
Some I din even meet or speak a single word with
Such a shame for a week break
Put the blame on me
For my laziness
Let's brief what i've been gone through on this these days
Nothing much interesting
Except the night I spent with them
I will definitely miss it..


The first time we stepped into BM's JUSCO
30/9/08, a day before RAYA 08
Guess what!
Parking fee was free..

What's wrong with your hand, CW??

Technical problem?Who's the photographer?

CF looks smarter..

Playin fool in JUSCO fitting room

After shopping, we watched "Flight of living dead" at 12am

And there were only 7 of us in the hall

Imagine that!

We could have yelled like lunatics there, but we din..

Din??ok... we did, but not really insane cuz we all are educated..

Funny?? no?? haha

The movie was overall ok.

It stays at the standard of, you know, that kind of movies

Which talks about dead bodies come alive,

As a side effect of scientific research

Infecting more and more people

By feeding, a serum infection

It ended at 1.45a.m.

The shopping centre was going to close up

Leading us to walk a long way to get to our cars

And it was raining, quite heavily

We did what we hv long nvr done after leaving each other apart

That was, running in the rain

For 2 to 3 minutes

It was dark as far as i can recall

We ran like hell

We shouted! We laughed! We cursed!

You know, words can't explain that

I hv started missing it again..

Guys...did u ever experience that?

Just try, with your friends..

Experience the different...