I'd buried myself in the deep black hole

I can't still eradicate her from my mind
which I thought I did
Put the blame on me!
It's my nature! I am just too emotional sometime
when I am dealing thing
It reveals my weakness
which I can't make it right
until the end of the day I believe

I'd tried! But it's just difficult to get rid of something!
Especially you have it in mind all the time
as you get in touch with it

I know I should always wish her the best
by not interfering into the affair
which I never ever have that bloody intention
instead most of time i find millions of excuses
to compel to ensure it's not gonna happen between us


It's hard! HARD!
& IT'S JUST HARD!!

Any better idea>??????
Advise me before I get lost.......

Time flies....

I was just back from Langkawi island
Nothing more i could think to comment
but for real, i was spending like hell there
yet without any awareness
as i don't really like drink like those
who must have made the island as their heaven
And i don't smoke also

I have more or less a week left for my break
Gotta really maximize the fun or entertain myself
within this period of time before i get regretted

As planned, I'll be going to Shah Alam
after my new rented home on Wed
If everything is fine, it will be a place
where i gonna dwell for 3 months - a sem long

As what had been literally marked in the contract
I will be workin from Mon to Fri, 8am to 5pm
for coming months, I really can't wait for that

Hopefully i will gain things there
And i am hoping if i can get a part-time job
while having my practical
It does help to kill 2 birds with 1 stone
as not only i can flee myself from the weekend boredom
but to get an extra income
Okie, i'll think about that seriously......

See ya!!

Let it be!!

I'm doing really good here
Like she said, I'm being pampered here
Yes indeed, I confess.....
There's always an advantage as such
for being the youngest son
Education, sport, and all sort of flexibilities
are given sparingly
A great gratitude to my parents
Who created me
Who help to form my personality
Who encourage me to learn new stuff
Who had brought me to who am I today..

Yea, I am babysat by my family
but not out of it I would say that
I have worked everything out
by striving myself toward the triumph
So, basically I am doing my best with
their moral and financial support
i have no regret to everyone all in all
I will, with no doubt keeping it up
for the sake of my future and
Of cause, my love one....




[IGNORE THIS GUYS!!!]
[THIS IS JUST A REMINDER OF MINE]

We are just FRIEND!
FRIEND! FRIEND! FRIEND!

Don't think about the nonsense
Focus on your study!!

Mind your virtue! Mr. Teow
Possess thing which is belonged
to somebody else is a SIN!!!!!

You won't be blessed & sweet
even though you happen to be together
So just.....LET IT GO....

Whenever you think about it
just remind yourself..

This is just a transition state.


[THE END]

Enjoy your Langkawi trip tomorrow!
God bless.... with a wonderful weather.....

I am HOME!

I am finally HOME after so long
Everything still remains unchanged here

Mum's still my mum

Dad's still my dad

My dogs are still barking crazily

as usual at seven in the morning

My bedroom is still like a store
which makes me to suffocate always


The most annoying thing is that

Most of my friends are still working

which I couldn't meet them up altogether

Irritating!!!

Anyway, I understand it

Money comes first
So 'Happy Working Days' for 'em

I am glad to hear that my brother's dog
- SHiro (a German retriever) is pregnant
Can't wait to give the puppies a hug!!

As I am going for practical next semester,
I gotta finalize whatever details given by my coordinator
while looking for information relevant to it
with a hope to ease the job afterwards

Other than that, there will be just gathering,
gathering and gathering i guess lol

See ya!!
Keep in touch for those from NILAI...