Torbellion

Am I feeling stress recently due to the coming exam and other ongoin events? NO, well, it's not the true answer, YES, it's not either, because there is no answers at all for that following the dumb question. All I would say is that I have everything under 'controls', by having a habit to watch at least two movies daily, chinese plus english. I guess that's the only entertainment I've got so far to get myself balance. Before the date of 26 April, I will distribute my daily work as this, first half of day - doing my project report, and the rest of time for revision. Bear in minds that guys, it's all entertainment time between them, so in conclusion, there will be just maximally, 3 hours of report time plus 2 hours of revision, daily, I guess that's already more than enough for what that should be covered, even a congenital genius will not say so, as we all know that, that's a liar, knowledge is uncontainable and unengulfable. Every single second there is new knowledge of respective areas being posted on, not extravagant to say so, even God can't take it all. So currently, as the insights, what I got is to do my "best", again it's a liar to assume 3 plus 2 package as the best? No way! So to be correct, it's 'to do what I am destinied to do', that is, everything takes off from my bosses - my heart and mind. I will only do what they tell me to, I will never ever betray them.

I got something on my mind just today, from Eason's new album - TIME FLIES, couples of songs reflecting the kinda positive thinking of life, I suppose. To have it short, it is roughly trying to bring several mesages that time flies, life is short, humanities, and of cause, loves, in which nothing will be better than it to be a promoting theme for an album. It's like this, hopefully this would acquire consensus, if it's not, that's all I can get based on my understanding, so no offense, nothing to be blamed of.

Life is short, from the day we were born to the moment we are buried to the ground, we are chasing after the time, why ' chasing', because it's not gonna stop no matter how we scream on them and it's passing too fast that we will never get them, but it's always like never go so far from us, feeling like just few steps ahead us as if we can get it because we see it moving slowly, to some extent, every day which make us capable of managing it.That is the fact, we cant get to time, but we're better than anything else to manage it and adjust our events in our to-do list. In fact, the songs never taught me new things, just acted as reminders to continuously awake me, stimulating my awareness for something which has been forgetten with time.

So, in this competing world, who's the winner and what's determining it? A intelligent leader? A remarkable engineer? A top scientist? Or a rich man? To be correct, it strongly depends on your own will, and most importantly, God's will, as the universe's creator, He is the one who let us aware of our existence, and HE is the only who has the right to abolish the hope, wealth, fate, everythin HE has on us. And, this is where, Humanity comes into picture. We should never forget who we are, and What we are, a human, homosapiens, we shouldn't have lost the characteristics of human , not even a single one. One clear example is that for years, we have got this, satisfaction of wealth that blinds us up. Forgeting about the one's health, one can do anything no matter what, just to become a millionaire, whatever it takes, even being involved in crimes. Obviously, people nowadays are losing their mind, they have forgotten how to spell humanity, dat's a shame of us. That fits the theme of a movie, I hv forgotten its name, but the actor was the main character of MATRIX and CONSTANTINE, I can't remember his name either and just feeling lethargic to google it for nw. The movie was about the losing humanity(Loss of a ability to become human), there was a punisher, I cant't remember it's the GOD or the Alien either. According to them, one of them was sent to earth to destroy the whole planet, where there is human, but not other species, fishes and other animals, they were kept in a fancy magic ball to be transported to a new planet. And that guy was saying that, whatever we do here, they are watching us, for the past bygone years, they had sent different levels of warning to alert us by the natural disaster - outbreak, tsunami, flood, earthquake and so on, in order to awake us from the blindness, but they were just given in vains. Finally, the whole planet was destroyed but human being which left behind as a pair of chidren, with different sex of cause, was transported to a new planet to start a entirely new population, together with other species. I think this message was similarly, sent by one of the movies acted by nicolas cage as well, again I don't remember the name of it. It doesn't really matter, does it? It's the message that the director wants to bring to us that matters.

For me, what do I think about life and what I gonna do with it? I will make it as simple as possible, live heathily and enjoy it with the Mrs Right I love and looks like I already got one, I will never want to change it, this is not a naive thinkin, this has been seriously put into a consideration - level 3, classified. Getting rich as in wealth is not the ideal subject anymore, the real quality of life is that, you really enjoy it with your eyes opened, understanding the way how life operates as a cycle, this is the real meaning of it. And to achieve this, 'culture' and 'science' are the best aiders and they play their pivotal roles in this, to be a successful enjoyer!