'Blank' like how I am now

There gonna be tests of few subjects soon
They should be parts of my concern, shouldn't they?

But why?Seems that I don't feel anything of them
They are minor I know

But it doesn't mean we are tested for nothing
There are marks allocated

Each of them
Meaning it gonna contribute to my final

Yet, sadly to tell that So far I have no idea about the test

Entirely blank
That's it!

Wish me luck for the coming tests....
I know somebody gonna save me for that

There is always somebody
Next to me.....

I had forgotten how to spell 'L.O.V', is this correct?

I had thrown it thousands miles behind
As far as I can remember
My nerves no longer hold it, feel it
No more like before?
Or, never I have it?
Shame on me, such a numb person I am!

Few things that I realize is that
I will still carve your name
Onto my notes, textbooks or even
Exam papers once
It's more than once sometime
And the funnier thing is
The process is automatic, unconcious
Again, shame on me
See what I've done!!

Is that I still have you in my mind
Should I congratulate you that
You had successfully stolen my time before
To etch yourself in my memory
To linger your shadow silhouetted
To stay your voice echoed

Maybe you are the longest
I feet in among those
No problem i think
I mean who cares
To live with a 'past' like that
Though it's neither sweet nor dim
That's it!
It does light up my curiosity frequently
How can it be?
Supposingly, it has already been eliminated
Cuz i am clear, very clear that
I am treating her as friend, plain one now
And I blacklisted her before
How can it be?
It's just unbelievable!

Anyways, not a big deal!
'Life is to move on'

I feel the 'Pascal'

Pascal?
Yeah, don't doubt it,
It's SI unit of pressure
That what I meant
pressure


It's supposed to be a vex-free,
calm and simple semester
Sadly, it doesn't seem like though
Thing is not always pleasant
As one thinks or expects
Dust always reappears on the shiny
ground after cleaning within seconds

- presentations
- report
- tests
- assignments
- survey
- quiz contest
- research
- revision

It's it---- pReSSurE


Don't worry about me
It's just my way
to release my temporary 'Pascal'
By blogging
Whether it works or not,
different story
At least i had tried
I know I gonna be alright very soon
As PRESSURE is really not a good friend of mine
I won't make it as my concern
Not at all


Like I said
' Thing is not always pleasant
As one thinks or expects '

' Things are not unpleasant
All the time as well '
vice versa


There is always a wonderful, bird-beepin day
After a thurderstorm
That's a truth, a fact
So, Be optimistic

S.I.C.K....Get the hell away from me!

Like it is...I am sick here
Not really serious, but kinda disruptive
While heartpinnin to the lessons
Doin sport, anything...
It's an obstacle, I would say that
Blocking me to move on
Anyways, I know it's not such a big deal
I will recover sooner and later
Of cuz, who don't, we are not talkin about AIDS
and other diseases which are not curable, okay?
Huh, obviously I am okay, alive here
Or else I won't be myself here
Talking shits and rubbishes


By the way, it's time!
It's time to be sticking to discipline
Three more presentations to go
And the piles are just steps away
Need to boost me up
Myself or You
It's you
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GOd,
Please save your son here
May everything ahead will be plain salling