it never stops

Back to the tedious work!
But with even-worse poverty this time
So sad
As usual, I gotta save my money
yet with greater amount
based on my current situation
Too bad
I wonder who claimed that
The global economic crisis has come to a halt
Meanwhile a 20-year-old guy
is suffering here on his own land
It doesn't make sense
Anyways, like I said before
Life is unpredictable
Who knows that
I might be the lottery winner for coming days
4 to 5 consecutive days perhaps lol
Actually, a single day, a single shock will do
Thank God, it's coming to my turn, isn't it?
Hey man, I am going to uk soon
please pour me some credit....

Nothing to be shared in fact,
Just pass by to leave some shits here lol
See you around!

Rest in peace

You are the greatest man I ever had
with almost nothing in hand
but a crystalline & pure heart
you did it to bring four of us up

Never we ever had the chance
as a child to do our parts
to pay our gratitude
not before you left us

We are proud to be your sons and daughter
For everything you'd done on everyone around us
Your sincerity, honesty, mercy and sympathy piped out
would undoubtedly etch in our memory
until the end of our days
the day we're buried to the ground

You've been living in dilemma throughout your life
Yet you let us know nothing about it
As you were great
Never you had the intention to tell us
share with us
not to make us see your vex

Days by days, i'm getting further
from the walkway you used to stand on
Cause I only had the opportunity
to know you better till few days ago
during the funeral
I was notified about your good
by few relatives who had been so close to you
shameful to say that
I didn't even know who they were
I had totally no idea
for what you'd done out there
after sitting at this babyseat for long

Rest in peace, dear
You will always in my heart
as you are my guardian angel now
I am sure you will always by my side

Like I promised before
I will do my best
to realize your hope from now on
things you'd told me
thinking i guess you had in mind

But first and foremost
You got to save them
both of them
hopefully they would wake up
after your lost

stunning unwelcome news

4 June 2009 was the day he left us, all of us,
without residuing any marks pointers..
it happened all in the sudden..
I was too naive to make a lot of stories once i got the call,
if he didnt smoke, if he didnt have to work hard, if i was together wif him, etc....
it was all nonsenses, it already happened, i just couldn't accept it, it came in flash..
i am getting better now though,
i know everything happens on me is just a routine of life and it's a cycle
as millions of babies born each day as well as the oldies who passed away,
i've got no differences with others..
so i will try my best to comfort myself,
get my family back to reunioned heart and of sure,
endeavour to realize every single nick of dream he has on me...
You are the best

SHAH ALAM, a heaven

Sorry for late update
I've been lockin myself at Shah Alam
for weeks, no sports, no gurls, nothing!
Can you imagine that!
So treasure whatever you have
whoever you are now


*^#specifically for those who are at Nilai*&%


Gotta busy now
See Ya
Take good care, my buddies
All the best to those gonna enter U soon!