Rest in peace

You are the greatest man I ever had
with almost nothing in hand
but a crystalline & pure heart
you did it to bring four of us up

Never we ever had the chance
as a child to do our parts
to pay our gratitude
not before you left us

We are proud to be your sons and daughter
For everything you'd done on everyone around us
Your sincerity, honesty, mercy and sympathy piped out
would undoubtedly etch in our memory
until the end of our days
the day we're buried to the ground

You've been living in dilemma throughout your life
Yet you let us know nothing about it
As you were great
Never you had the intention to tell us
share with us
not to make us see your vex

Days by days, i'm getting further
from the walkway you used to stand on
Cause I only had the opportunity
to know you better till few days ago
during the funeral
I was notified about your good
by few relatives who had been so close to you
shameful to say that
I didn't even know who they were
I had totally no idea
for what you'd done out there
after sitting at this babyseat for long

Rest in peace, dear
You will always in my heart
as you are my guardian angel now
I am sure you will always by my side

Like I promised before
I will do my best
to realize your hope from now on
things you'd told me
thinking i guess you had in mind

But first and foremost
You got to save them
both of them
hopefully they would wake up
after your lost